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Sunday, January 4th, 2009
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I havent written in here in so long I dont even kno where to start. I kinda dont really see the point of it much anymore. Nothing really has changed. Saving money is hard to do. Europe looks farther away than I thought it did. My brother joined the navy. Im still doing a horrible job at keeping in touch with friends. =/ I was sick on new years eve, so I spent it sleeping on my parents couch. Christmas was pretty awesome tho. I adore holidays with my family, even if half the time its horrible, the good parts make up for it. My cousin got married, it was the happiest weekend I have had in a long time. It was beautiful and amazing and so much fun. Despite family drama it was wonderful. =)
On another note, I have a new guy in my life. And I think hes actually a good guy. I keep waiting for him to fuck up. But its been 2 months and nothings gone wrong. Hes different than anyone Ive ever met. And more like me than anyone Ive ever known. I really like him. And once it stops being so complicated, Im pretty sure Ill be really happy. =)
I think that was all I had to update..now time to make cookies.
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Monday, November 10th, 2008
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my life just got a little more awesome. =)
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Thursday, November 6th, 2008
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Monday, October 13th, 2008
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I am convinced Im losing my mind.
Sorry to those of you who I should be hanging out with but havent seen in way too long because of my lack of a social life right now, such as nicole & corinne & others who i love dearly. Ive kinda been a little off the map lately. Im trying to figure a bunch of things out & its made me a bit of a loner. My apologies. Ill make it up to you. <3
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Monday, October 6th, 2008
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Its probably a bad thing when you get used to disappointment. Especially when you come to expect it.
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Saturday, September 20th, 2008
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Im sick of not being good enough. =(
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Monday, September 8th, 2008
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My new plan for my life is to save money & bum around Europe until I kno what I want with my life. If I had the money I would have been gone yesterday. But, I dont. So now I just have to wait till I have enough money. Then I have to find someone to go with me. Cuz I wouldnt really trust myself alone in all those other countries.
In other news, I slammed my thumb in my car door & have spent my weekend sleeping so it doesnt hurt. Its nice & swollen & purple. Its awesome. =/
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Wednesday, August 27th, 2008
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In Chicago they made this law:
Under the measure, a person found with self-sealing plastic bags less than two inches tall or wide would be fined up to $1500. The penalty applies to those who know, or reasonably should have known, the bags would be used in the drug trade.
..theyre fining people for having plastic bags. dont they have better things to do? worse things to deal with than plastic bags. wtf?
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2008
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Yesterday was my birthday. It was a great day, much more than I thought it would be. In my mind I was convinced nothing would happen & it would just end up being like any other day. But it wasnt. & I had a lot of fun. My apartment is decorated in streamers & balloons & empty beer cans & cups right now..but I plan on fixing that last part. heh. The streamers & balloons make me happy. ^.^
However, it is sad that people go away real soon. But that just presents opportunities to get outta CT. Yay road trips!
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www.postsecret.blogspot.com
i am in love with this website. when youre down its really nice to kno youre not alone.
to those of you out there that dont kno about this website i highly recommend it.
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Today I read the perks of being a wallflower. Thats all I did since I woke up. I sat on my roof & read that book & then when it got too hot I sat on my couch. I loved it. It made me really happy.
Lately Ive been reading a lot because theres not much else to do in my new apartment, especially when Im the only one there.
Oh yeah, I moved into an apartment less than a week ago. I am now living in danbury. Its not all that exciting right now. Once I complete the moving in process itll feel more real & more interesting hopefully.
Other than that not much has changed in my life. Although sometimes I wish it would. Not always big things, sometimes just something small but at least something different. I get so bored doing the same thing every day that I swear I turn into a zombie & go through life as though Im not the one living it. But lately Ive found inspiration & have been trying to get back into writing. Or, really I should say inspiration has found me. Because it just happened, I did nothing to come across it. I wish I knew how tho because when its gone now I wont kno how to get it back.
OH! I went to a psychic fair on Saturday and it was amazing, to say the least. I cant wait until the next one. I got my aura photographed and explained to me and it was more dead on than I ever thought that it could be. It was fantastic. I had a lot of fun.
Theres more to say but I dont want to make Karen wait for my any longer in the library so this is where it ends.
Have a wonderful day!
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Thursday, July 10th, 2008
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note to self considering tattoo:
consider not so bright colors, kinda blendy into the skin. not necessarily dull but not so stand out ish.
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I absolutely hate that religion often turns into a trend.
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i want more piercings & more tattoos & more love in my life. thats what i want.
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Today my brother went to the navy headquarters to chat. He wants to join. Hes serious about this. I dno how to feel about it. Its weird. I have another year before I have to worry about him dying or anything tho..so I guess thats good. =/
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I guess its time for an actual update on my life. Here it is:
Nothings changed.
Still working at panera, something stupid inside me is still stopping me from applying to school, still at home, still single. I guess that answers the main "hows life going" questions.
However, as a person, I do feel that Im changing. As of right now Im not sure I could say exactly how. But I definately am. & I kno its only going to make me stronger. Im happy about it.
Laura & I are going up to Oneonta this weekend. It should be a good time. Ive been itching to get out of Newtown. This is the longest Ive been in Newtown in a long time. Hopefully, sooner rather than later Ill make it to Long Island. I just have to stop being busy.
I really am so sick of drama. I wish that everyone could just get along. Theres no need for people to be such ass holes. They just need to grow up. =/ Im realizing more & more as time goes on that as you get older, all your friendships really do get tested & the important ones get a chance to prove themselves, while the other ones constantly prove theyre not worth your time. Which is nice, because Im now closer with my good friends. But at the same time, its depressing watching all the others leave as your group of friends gets smaller & smaller. This is probably why Im craving new friendships lately. I need more people in my life.
Thats it I guess. Theres nothing interesting enough going on in life that really needs to go in here.
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Today I read that getting stung by a giant jellyfish hurts much more than getting hit by a car. Ive been through worse pain than getting hit by a car. I am bad ass. The end.
Ps. Fuck jellyfish. Damn man of war are the devil.
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Today I:
-took an intense kickboxing class that will probably impair my ability to move tomorrow
-danced in the rain
-watched AMAZINGLY GORGEOUS lightning
-pet froggies
days like these make me happy.
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Dear Dad,
If you werent such a drunken asshole at times maybe living in this house would be nicer & everyone would be happier.
Love,
Your fucking miserable daughter
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